I may not be the best,But you'll never find someone who are better than me

Greetings everyone.
I felt so sorrow when I heard from her friend's mouth that she rejected me.I just couldn't understand why do girls are always like this?Can't they just appreciate for those who love'em?Do they even know that someday they'll get what they had done?I dont think so.Her friend pity me because she reject me when I was deeply in love with her.Haiz lah wei.I hope lord will help her to understand my sorrow right now.I love her so much,but still she doesn't know about it.Sad right?I know :'( Do girls always have to be like this?Gosh,do girls always have to be this cruel?Can someone explain to me why do they act like this?haiz.But after all she 'did',I still dont understand why I love her so much.Issit because lord is testing me with this catastrophe?Or he wanna show me women's true color?Oh god,cant you give me the real meaning of all this?? :'(