Miss N :(

You.
Everyone asked me to move on.Everyone asked me to forget about you.But,I couldnt.And I think you know why.It's because I love you so much.But why cant you believe that I'm the one for you? :'( It's hard to face the fact that someone doesnt love you back when you gave them everything you had.You wanna know something?I always imagined the first day i met you.We had fun kan? :') Hold hands and we had a great laugh together,remember? I miss those days you know.If Allah asked me for one last wish,I'll wish for to be with you in those memories and stuck with  you together till the end.
You.
Ramadan is just around the corner.I really wanna apologized for everything I've done to you.I just hope that you can be with me.Like we used to back those days.You wanna know something?Everyone teased me.How's she?You and her okay?You know,everytime they asked about you,I'll smile.Smile and told them that everything were okay.
You.
You doesnt want me to talk about  you in class kan?So,you know what I've did?I pinggirkan diri I,and I kept my mouth shut.Why?Because,everytime I talk to my friends,I'll be talking how great you are to me,but,you dah salah anggap.And that day,one of my so call 'FRIEND' text you kan?I don't know who,but he irritates you.Then you told me that he told you that I love you so much.and you are mad at me because of that?Apa salah I? :(
You.
Do you know that walaupon I tak cakap yang i sayang you,tangan I selalu lakar nama you on my desk.On my books.On the chairs.I know.You arent that pleased when I did that.But nak buat macam mana?I rindu you sangat2.I nak cakap kat you,takut I rosakan hari you.So I just kept on drawing and drawing.
You.
I nak sangat cakap yang I cintakan you.I nak cakap yang I sayang kat you.But I takut.I takut nak cakap kat you.It's because,I takut you will loose those smiles because of me.You,walaupon I tak penting dalam hidup you,but dalam hidup I,you adalah segalanya.I know,you tak akan percaya,but one day you will.

I miss you so much miss N
I miss you so much :'(