The Reason.

These  days,

People asked me why am I still single?Why am I still alone while everyone have their own partner.Till when am I supposed to be like this?And when they asked these questions,I'll be ignoring them.But not today.Today I'm gonna reveal my answers just to make them crystal cleared.

First of all,

I am still single because I'm having my SPM.And I'm  having score to settle with those EXAMINATIONS.Talking about examinations,I'll be having it NEXT WEEK.shit!I got lots of paper work to be hand in.Not to mention,all the syllabus that I've been slacking with.GOSH!I can feel the pressure now :(

Second,

I couldn't afford to leave her by my side.I couldnt afford to kept her out of my mind.Why?well that's the DUMBEST question,you might asked.It's like you are asking me why am I still breathing in this world.Frankly said,after my heart was tore apart,while my fragile heart was squeezed and burst,but I couldnt even feel the pain.Why?well because it's cured by our reminisce.

Third,

Everytime I went out with my family,my extended family members and my friends,I felt the happiness among us.I never felt these love for a looooooooooonngggg time.The happiness that they gave to me is the reason why am I still standing here,right now.gosh.I love them so much.But in the happiness they gave,there's always a slot for her in it.Sayang,you will always be in  my heart eventhough you are not even mine.

Lastly,

I am still single and dont even want to search for one is because I still LOVE HER.She'll be the one who owns my heart.The one who will get all the love I have.And she'll  be the one who I will stick with as long as I can.OMG nadiah.I know I've promised that I wont talk about you,but the thing is,my mind will always having conversation with our memories.Nadiah.I love you,be it in the past,presence and always. 

 :')