If only you knew...

If only you knew..
1)That I'm trying my best to love you.
2)Trying to be loyal to you.
3)Giving everything I have just  to get you by my side.
4)Showing hilarious me just to get your attention.
5)I've suicide the old me just to make you believe that I've changed.
6)Commit beautiful sins just to make you feel perfect.
7)Consult you with a smile when ever you were in deep sorrow.
8)I took the blames just because wanna make you relief.
9)Lost someone just because to secure your dignity.
10)Saying those 3 words every night just to remind you that I always love you.
and again,
If only you knew.If only you knew. =')